{"id":962,"date":"2019-08-07T11:09:53","date_gmt":"2019-08-07T09:09:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/rozstaje.art\/?p=962"},"modified":"2019-09-12T17:52:57","modified_gmt":"2019-09-12T15:52:57","slug":"keturi-sonetai-apie-beganti-laika","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rozstaje.art\/en\/keturi-sonetai-apie-beganti-laika\/","title":{"rendered":"Keturi sonetai apie b\u0117gant\u012f laik\u0105"},"content":{"rendered":"

I<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Vir\u0161 auk\u0161to miesto spindintys \u0161alti<\/p>\n

apsamanoj\u0119 bok\u0161tai bando \u012fsiminti<\/p>\n

\u017emoni\u0173 balsus nes kas j\u0173 kalb\u0105 girdi<\/p>\n

dabar tiems sunk\u016bs vartai atverti<\/p>\n

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\u012f skersgatvi\u0173 siaur\u0173 vingiuot\u0105 tams\u0105<\/p>\n

kur pauk\u0161\u010dio plunksna dengianti \u017eibint\u0105<\/p>\n

l\u0117tai l\u0117tai plevena kol nukrinta<\/p>\n

kadaise taip pleveno mano balsas<\/p>\n

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kai prietemoje prie man\u0119s glaudeisi<\/p>\n

ir tas prisilietimas rei\u0161k\u0117 laim\u0119<\/p>\n

dabar jau noksta netikrumo vaisiai<\/p>\n

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parduodami u\u017e daug didesn\u0119 kain\u0105<\/p>\n

nei ta kuri\u0105 kadaise mes mok\u0117jom<\/p>\n

po tais \u017eibintais u\u017egesintais v\u0117jo<\/p>\n

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II<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ta\u010diau diena kuri vir\u0161 miesto kyla<\/p>\n

atras j\u0173 guol\u012f lengvo miego piln\u0105<\/p>\n

ir net \u0161viesa kuri ne\u017eino nieko<\/p>\n

j\u0173 nei\u0161dr\u012fs pakelt i\u0161 \u0161ito miego<\/p>\n

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ir lelija pra\u017eydus ant kr\u016btin\u0117s<\/p>\n

i\u0161k\u0117lus \u017eied\u0105 nuo nakties rasot\u0105<\/p>\n

tokia balta tokia skaisti atrodys<\/p>\n

nelyg \u0161is \u017eiedas b\u016bt\u0173 paskutinis<\/p>\n

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krantin\u0117s grindin\u012f baltais \u017eiedais palietus<\/p>\n

ji su upe nuplauks nuplauks \u012f tol\u012f<\/p>\n

tu\u0161\u010diom akiduob\u0117mis \u017evelgs \u012f lieptus<\/p>\n

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tarytum prisiminus m\u016bs\u0173 guol\u012f<\/p>\n

kuris lelij\u0173 \u017eieduose dar skendi<\/p>\n

ir kuriame mes pasmerkti gyventi<\/p>\n

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III<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Suprask kad \u0161i malda kuri\u0105 tau skyriau<\/p>\n

n\u0117ra verta n\u0117 vieno tavo \u017eod\u017eio<\/p>\n

ir visa tai kas mus dabar paguod\u017eia<\/p>\n

n\u0117ra nei \u0161venta nei gra\u017eu nei tyra<\/p>\n

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bet i\u0161 nakties atliepianti tau lyra<\/p>\n

u\u017elieja kambari\u0173 be\u0161vies\u0119 erdv\u0119<\/p>\n

ir gal tada kai nedr\u012fsti net verkti<\/p>\n

nubal\u0119 \u017eiedlapiai l\u0117tai \u012f \u017eem\u0119 byra<\/p>\n

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\u012fkait\u0119s m\u0117nuo dau\u017eosi \u012f lang\u0105<\/p>\n

ta\u010diau u\u017euolaida prie stiklo prisiglaud\u017eia<\/p>\n

ir gal tod\u0117l kad ji viena mus dengia<\/p>\n

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mes girdime nebyli\u0105 savo mald\u0105<\/p>\n

ir jos tek\u0117jimas palie\u010diantis mus skaud\u017eiai<\/p>\n

didesn\u012f skausm\u0105 negu \u0161itas valdo<\/p>\n

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IV<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Kokia tu\u0161\u010dia ir negyva ta gatv\u0117<\/p>\n

ir koks lietus jos smilkinius skalauja<\/p>\n

ir prasismelkia pama\u017eu \u012f krauj\u0105<\/p>\n

vis didindamas slegian\u010di\u0105 vienatv\u0119<\/p>\n

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\u012f dr\u0117gn\u0105 v\u0117j\u0105 pinas med\u017ei\u0173 \u0161akos<\/p>\n

kaip slegia debesys ant \u017eem\u0117s nusileid\u0119<\/p>\n

koks pilkas ir negyvas miesto veidas<\/p>\n

\u0161altom m\u0117nulio l\u016bpomis man \u0161neka<\/p>\n

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ir nors galiu tais skersgatviais nuklysti<\/p>\n

\u012f tuos kiemus kuri\u0173 tu nepa\u017e\u012fsti<\/p>\n

kurie tau svetimi at\u0161iaur\u016bs nyk\u016bs<\/p>\n

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antraip j\u0173 niekad b\u016btum nepalikus<\/p>\n

prisiminimai ten bet tokie tyk\u016bs<\/p>\n

dar tylesni u\u017e m\u016bs\u0173 k\u016bdikyst\u0119<\/p>\n

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I   Vir\u0161 auk\u0161to miesto spindintys \u0161alti apsamanoj\u0119 bok\u0161tai bando \u012fsiminti \u017emoni\u0173 balsus nes kas j\u0173 kalb\u0105 girdi dabar tiems sunk\u016bs vartai atverti   \u012f skersgatvi\u0173 siaur\u0173 vingiuot\u0105 tams\u0105 kur pauk\u0161\u010dio plunksna dengianti \u017eibint\u0105 l\u0117tai l\u0117tai plevena kol nukrinta kadaise taip pleveno mano balsas   kai prietemoje prie man\u0119s glaudeisi ir tas prisilietimas rei\u0161k\u0117 laim\u0119 […]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":968,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[151],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\t\n\t\n\n\n\t\n